Last night Azax came back and just started shouting things about how “He’s the leader now” and how “Zeke and Abel are traitors”. And if I can state my opinion here for a moment, that’s all a crock of shit. But things just happened so fast that nobody could really say anything different. That and he apparently had permission from the Blind Man. Who’s apparently so mad that we can’t go talk to him, there’s even guards at his door for god’s sake…
All this because Diesis is dead…. Yeah that’s right. She’s dead. I almost forgot about that… I need a moment.
Ah, that’s what today was missing. A good cry. Hehehehe… heh.
It’s been a few hours now. Since Zeke and Abel were booted off the island. Things already aren’t the same. I can’t hear Abel laughing as he plays with the whales. I can’t hear Zeke yelling as Raph out does him in target practice… I can’t hear them chuckling to each other at their own jokes… It’s so quite now. Even with all those new “Knights” moving things around and shuffling through the halls… This place has never felt so… empty.
The worst part about this. What can I do? How can I change things? This is just a job to most of the Knights. They’ll just go with however says they’re the boss. Even Michael seems to be with this. After he snapped back yesterday all he’s been doing is working, doing anything Azax tells him to do… I have no idea what’s up with Gabe. I know he helped out Zeke, but since then he’s been doing exactly what Michael’s been doing… I think there both in a bit of shock. They've been raised by Diesis longer than they were by their actual parents. They've just lost their Mother essentially.
Maybe that’s why I'm not as effected as them. I've only been a Knight for five years. I wasn't as attached to Diesis as they were… It still hurts though. To know she’s gone.
Raph’s not happy either. He’s just a bit more vocal about it. Last I saw he was yelling at Azax about talking to the Blind Man. Azax just shrugged him off and had two “Knights” try to escort Raph away. Raph just threw them off and walked away. Dante’s the same way; in fact he and Raph are finally getting along. Well at least something good has come of this.
Thanatos and Nix seem to agree with us to. They saw Zeke off at least. Doc Oddy doesn’t seem to excited either… So that’s six. Six out of about a hundred think this is all stupid… We won’t be winning any majority vote that’s for sure.
Heh. I should probably shut my mouth now. If Azax is as big a jerk as I think he is, then I wouldn't doubt him putting a watch on people like me. I guess this is goodbye then. Goodbye to this blog and goodbye to how things were.
Everything is changing here, and I don’t know if it’s for the better…