Last night Azax came back
and just started shouting things about how “He’s the leader now” and how “Zeke
and Abel are traitors”. And if I can state my opinion here for a moment, that’s
all a crock of shit. But things just happened so fast that nobody could really
say anything different. That and he apparently had permission from the Blind
Man. Who’s apparently so mad that we can’t go talk to him, there’s even guards
at his door for god’s sake…
All this because Diesis is
dead…. Yeah that’s right. She’s dead. I almost forgot about that… I need a
moment.
Ah, that’s what today was
missing. A good cry. Hehehehe… heh.
It’s been a few hours now.
Since Zeke and Abel were booted off the island. Things already aren’t the same.
I can’t hear Abel laughing as he plays with the whales. I can’t hear Zeke
yelling as Raph out does him in target practice… I can’t hear them chuckling to
each other at their own jokes… It’s so quite now. Even with all those new “Knights”
moving things around and shuffling through the halls… This place has never felt
so… empty.
The worst part about this.
What can I do? How can I change things? This is just a job to most of the
Knights. They’ll just go with however says they’re the boss. Even Michael seems
to be with this. After he snapped back yesterday all he’s been doing is
working, doing anything Azax tells him to do… I have no idea what’s up
with Gabe. I know he helped out Zeke, but since then he’s been doing exactly
what Michael’s been doing… I think there both in a bit of shock. They've been
raised by Diesis longer than they were by their actual parents. They've just
lost their Mother essentially.
Maybe that’s why I'm not
as effected as them. I've only been a Knight for five years. I wasn't as attached
to Diesis as they were… It still hurts though. To know she’s gone.
Raph’s not happy either.
He’s just a bit more vocal about it. Last I saw he was yelling at Azax about
talking to the Blind Man. Azax just shrugged him off and had two “Knights” try
to escort Raph away. Raph just threw them off and walked away. Dante’s the same
way; in fact he and Raph are finally getting along. Well at least something
good has come of this.
Thanatos and Nix seem to
agree with us to. They saw Zeke off at least. Doc Oddy doesn’t seem to excited
either… So that’s six. Six out of about a hundred think this is all stupid… We
won’t be winning any majority vote that’s for sure.
Heh. I should probably shut
my mouth now. If Azax is as big a jerk as I think he is, then I wouldn't doubt
him putting a watch on people like me. I guess this is goodbye then. Goodbye to
this blog and goodbye to how things were.
Everything is changing here,
and I don’t know if it’s for the better…
